Bella Ramsey, who stars as Ellie in the hit series The Last Of Us, has opened up about being told she didn’t have the right “look” to be a star.
This comes after she recently got candid about the criticisms she faced breaking out into the world of acting.
Ramsey, who uses any pronouns but most recently opted for she/her, plays Ellie Williams in the show, which has been taken on by HBO Max, and is the first live-action adaptation since the video game wowed audiences way back in 2013.
For those that haven’t seen it yet, the series, which recently came to an end, is set in a post-apocalyptic world ruled by an unstoppable, brain-eating, fungal outbreak that transforms humans into cannibals.
Joel, portrayed by Pedro Pascal, is a ruthless smuggler who is responsible for transporting the young teen Ellie (Bella Ramsey) to a medical facility situated on the opposite side of the country after it turns out she’s immune to the infection, leading him to believe she could hold the cure to the deadly parasite.
The series was been met with rave reviews from both critics and fans, resulting in an unbelievable score of 99 percent on Rotten Tomatoes.
However, despite the recent success, it has been a bumpy ride for the nineteen-year-old since she was cast as Ellie, as many fans of the game were critical of HBO’s choice for such a crucial character in the show when the news of an adaptation first made its rounds online.
But there’s no doubt that Ramsey has what it takes, as she has proved her talents prior to this breakout role. She was previously nominated for Best Young Performer at the Critics Choice Awards for her performance in the hit movie Catherine Called Birdy.
But despite this, it’s clear the negative press has affected Ramsey’s confidence when it comes to the HBO series.
Opening up in a recent interview with the New York Times, Ramsey’s confidence appeared to be shaken by the casting backlash the show received prior to the premiere. She revealed to the publication that this led to them doubting her suitability for the role and even wondering if they were up to the job.
They told the outlet: “It’s only recently that I’ve accepted I am Ellie, and I can do it, and I am a good actor.
“But this will last for a few weeks and then I’ll think I’m terrible again. That’s just the process.”
During the interview, she also revealed something huge, opening up about their gender identity.
Speaking out about how they identify, Ramsey said: “I guess my gender has always been very fluid,” adding that they identify as non binary. “Someone would call me ‘she’ or ‘her’ and I wouldn’t think about it, but I knew that if someone called me ‘he’ it was a bit exciting.
“I’m very much just a person. Being gendered isn’t something that I particularly like, but in terms of pronouns, I really couldn’t care less,” she concluded.
The star then opened up even more in an interview with GQ, revealing that she wore a chest binder “90 percent” of the time on set, “Which probably isn’t healthy, like please bind safely,” she said.
Talking about her identity, she shared: “This is what bothers me more than pronouns: being called a ‘young woman’ or a ‘powerful young woman’, ‘young lady,’ but I’m just not [that],” Ramsey said. “‘Catherine Called Birdy,’ I was in dresses. ‘Young Elizabeth,’ I was in a corset. And I felt super powerful in that. Playing these more feminine characters is a chance to be something so opposite to myself, and it’s really fun.”
Ramsey added that co-star Pedro Pascal was “super supportive” when she opened up to him “We were just very honest and open with each other.”
Since then Ramsay has spoken out again, this time sharing something shocking…
She was told at a young age that she didn’t have the right “look” to be a successful actress.
“I was told in one of my first auditions ever… The director really liked me but I didn’t get the part because I didn’t have the Hollywood look,” she said.
“That’s something that I’ve always found very interesting,” they added.
In an interview with GQ, she revealed she was bashed online because of her “square head.”
“You’re looking for a comment that’s more painful than the last one, I’d kid myself that I was doing it in jest,” they said.
“I wish I could say that I was confident enough [already] that it hasn’t affected me in any way, but it has.”
Despite the hate, she added: “I’m just glad I could do that for them and for the show and for Ellie. I want to do her justice.”